Talking you about my studies

Hello! I'm Tania and on this post I'm going to talk about how it's affecting the studies in my life.

Now I'm doing the second course of baccaulaureate, the last year until  go to an University  and do a degree. 

In the first term,  students of Catalonia we have to do a research work (only the students of Catalonia, in the others autonomous communities the students don't do that research work). 

So we have to add to  the difficulty of this year, another trouble more, that it's this project. On Castelló d'Empúries we have to present it ,the 18th of December, and let me tell you that it isn't an easy work, we have to dedicate hours of our free time for do it, because it's like a subject more, but we didn't do it on the classrom as we do the other subjects, no, we have to do in our home. The logic of that? I don't know it.

Well, maybe you can think that I'm obfuscated, and it's true. I don't have free time for me, I'm not sleeping, I've always  the homeworks, the exams or the project in mind. The only I want in this moment is finish this horrible year.

Now I'm cast down because for the long weekend, my family  has gone to the Basque Country, and I've stayed in my home alone. I'm very bored, and I would like to be with my family, but I can't because I've much homeworks to do.

So when I talk of that horrible year, it's true, because it's like a nightmare.

Teachers don't help much, because they think that the only that you've to do is study, and study, but I tell them that I'm a person like them, and I've personals problems too, but they don't realize about that.

I want to be teacher, but I realize that teacher of the institute they don't enjoy of his work, and for that I will teach on a schoolhouse, because I renember my teachers of the schoolhouse and I renember they as people who take care about you, and always were smilling. Nowadays I still talk with one teacher that was my tutor when I had 10 years old. 
In conclusion this year is being very long for me, and very difficult,is affecting my health, both emotionally and phisically, I'm not sleeping well, and I'm very exhausted all the day. For the day it's like I was a zombie, and for me that isn't funny. I don't know if I will overcome that year.